So.. another year ended... this year has been hell... change of manager equivalent to the change of work system..... Today i realize sumthing.. im in the middle...
People say it is not wise to pick sides when there is war... but it is worse to be stuck in the middle of it....
Since im not on either side, ppl tend to think I'M on their side.. Team A talks bad things and criticizing about teamB openly when I'm there, So i hear everything they say.... and its the same when team B doing the same to TeamA... But if I move away they say I'm anti-social.... What the hell.. I know it happens at all workplace but it is so uncomfortable in between.. I make a decision to not take sides and to mingle with everyone but if this continues eventually i will became the traitor among everybody... Because teamA will be seeing me with TeamB and teamB will be seeing me with teamA..
I know this happens at every work place but its getting really hard to keep up...
One day someone will eventually burst and a fight will happen... It's like ticking bomb ticking away.. TICK TOCK TICK TOCK....BBOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Few days ago, i had a evaluation done by the manager... I din't agree with some things he said but what can i do,, with his attitude and all the pass discussion, Let's just say its a waste of breath talking to him.... DICTATOR!!!! He told me anything to complain or any problem..... but how to say that all my problems starts from YOU!!! How to complain all this stuff to him??? He has been working fro almost one year and yet the staff rarely see your face.. only those who could not face and solve their own problems will complain to him... Why the complaining this and that,,, All are adults, face it head on instead of TEACHER TEACHER!!. He bare see us working, he doesn't come out to help us which i do not know what he does hiding inside his office, doesn't even know the workflow well, are able to evaluate us.. BULLSHIT!! So basically he evaluate us with sources based from the people whines to him at every fucking single problem are also the people who could not solve their own problems.. WOW!!!! geram nia.....
the more i think the more ki hong....!!!!Q ISH ISH!!!. BO AKAL...!!!!
SO sometimes i feel guilty for kutuking ppl... but sometimes i also fell this relieve of lepasing geram when it happens... that y is hard to be in between...
ALL this happen within 2 weeks time.... DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA......
All grownups behaving like little kids.. so childish.... And they dare say youngsters are the problemed one these days,..,, Thats because we .learned from u....
END WITH PEACE!!! MERRY X'MAS!!!!
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