end year 2013...

   So.. another year ended... this year has been hell... change of manager equivalent to the change of work system..... Today i realize sumthing.. im in the middle...
     People say it is not wise to pick sides when there is war... but it is worse to be stuck in the middle of it....
Since im not on either side, ppl tend to think I'M on their side.. Team A talks bad things and criticizing about teamB  openly when I'm there, So i hear everything they say.... and its the same when team B doing the same to TeamA... But if I move away they say I'm anti-social.... What the hell..  I know it happens at all workplace but it is so uncomfortable in between.. I make a decision to not take sides and to mingle with everyone but if this continues eventually i will became the traitor among everybody... Because teamA will be seeing me with TeamB  and teamB will be seeing me with teamA..
 I know this happens at every work place but its getting really hard to keep up...
  One day  someone will eventually burst and a fight will happen... It's like  ticking bomb ticking away.. TICK TOCK TICK TOCK....BBOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Few days ago, i had a evaluation done by the manager... I din't agree with some things he said but what can i do,, with his attitude and all the pass discussion, Let's just say its a waste of breath talking to him.... DICTATOR!!!! He told me anything to complain or any problem..... but how to say that all my problems starts from YOU!!! How to complain all this stuff to him??? He has been working fro almost one year and yet the staff rarely see your face.. only those who could not face and solve their own problems will complain to him... Why the complaining this and that,,, All are adults, face it head on instead of TEACHER TEACHER!!. He bare see us working, he doesn't come out to help us which i do not know what he does hiding inside his office, doesn't even know the workflow well, are able to evaluate us.. BULLSHIT!! So basically he evaluate us with sources based from the people whines to him at every fucking single problem are also the people who could not solve their own problems.. WOW!!!! geram nia.....
   the more i think the more ki hong....!!!!Q ISH ISH!!!. BO AKAL...!!!!
 SO  sometimes i feel guilty for kutuking ppl... but sometimes i also fell this relieve of lepasing geram when it happens... that y is hard to be in between...
ALL this happen within 2 weeks time.... DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA......
 All grownups behaving like little kids.. so childish.... And they dare say youngsters are the problemed one these days,..,, Thats because we .learned from u....

END WITH PEACE!!! MERRY X'MAS!!!!

Boring at work...

Now its  the end of oct... November starts tomorrow..i woke up late this morning.. Forgeten that i had to do chemitry maint.. Such a fool.. But luckily still made it to dinish my qc before 8..
Still nth special happenning..
Last week went down to sunway wit ling .  Had such a great time... Spend my birthday wisely.... Plannning next year where to go.. Hehe... Bye for now...

Just another day..

After 4 months.. Herr goes another post.... Juast another at work in life.. Had a giod rest yesterday.. But maybe i should have make a productive day from the off day afte a long tume... But in anorher way.. Caught up with all wgm episodes and barefoot friend.. Non stop... Oh well..  At least i had a good rest n today  oncall.. Good luck... Hope today will be good..

another day another blog.. this time took 2 days off again... but there nth to do at al... woke up at 8am but been sloppy n lazy the entire day and now it's 10 pm. with no accomplishment for the day. I thought could get some rest afetr whole packed month of oncalls but I never thought it would be that boring to stay at home. Maybe I should go out tommorrow... Anyway I been thinking of opening a new blog for fan fiction. Well.. big fan of korean culture....Should I?
Workis ok i guess so far.. no arguements big sometimes disagreements do happen.. Generation gap i think..But it does not mean one person get to insult what the person is not familiar with... its music to some this age but you from another generation has no right to call them noise n rubbish.. right??? haih.. The new boss manager came.. we are now no longer under Mr.Tan. which i say is a great manager to the lab, who just got promoted to director. The new manager Mr.Loh is kinda..i dunnoo....
 He keeps making weird suggestion  and wanting impossible things.. i got a feeling that the lab is gonna change drastically  once old tauke leaves the lab...
well thats all for now.. tommorrow will be a new day.. still an off day for me.... then back to work on thursday.. not much to say today but at least it can get some things out of my head so i can sleep better tonight.
Well,, took the doctor's order to get a good night sleep... that all for today..
SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!!!!!!

GOODNIGHT!!!!

Days off

Took two days off work.. Today last day.. Tomolo starts working again... Two days did nth but it felt like its not enuf.. Kinda like wasting 2 dys.. Should hav gone to pay my credit card bill... took out my yearbook... Grad year... Man it brings back lots memories... 7 years ago i graduated from cgl High school... yet everrything, every little memories n details are so clear still in my head... Wow... Time sure flies fast... Now at 24.. things have changed.. I have changed... For better at tbe same time for worse.. As in more stubborn... Hehe.. Well that it for now... Till next time..

end of 2012

all of a sudden i remenber i have a blog... came to check it out... the last blog was in 2010 when i was having my exams..... wow.. 2 years has pass..... now its the end of 2012... time sire fly fast... but it makes me think... what have i done in these 2 years.. what have i accomplished... i managed to get a job.. which is now going fine.. except for a few things......... now in the third year,.. been expected to go on first call... which is to stay overnight alone.. i guess i am ready... but i think its the laziness that stops me from going forward.... i dunno.. anyway lots of things happpened these couple of years.. but i think i would blog more often since i found it back......
well just to cjheck in.... like i said... my miserable but blessful life..
Peace out~~~~

exams!!

now its 3 months later. no updates maybe course there nth to update... after january assigments lab reports dissertation.. all work comes pouring in... then now exams. when will it ends.. i reli reli hate studying..... exams season.. stress for exams.. will i pass or will i fail... thats waht worries me.....i hav never stress like this forever in my life. firt time in my laife i actually study 24 hours straight without sleeping....could not sleep in peace.. if im stressing for exams, wht the hell am i doing updating my blog at 2 in the morning when the cellular patology paper starts in 7 hours???? simply cause i kenot study anymore... my brain has stop working... but i mus be able last for few more hours.. after tomolo's paper,, then then the last paper.... haematology!! haih....!! worries are never ending...
i reli reli ned to study now.. no no regrets laetr if i fail my exams.......... sleep after exams..................!!!!! good luck to me....